Fascism is what Trump and the Trump party represent. Nihilism is often an integral part of brutal dictatorships and is what destroys them in the end. It is identical to cult worship based on demagoguery.
We are watching Trump, and his party destroy themselves now. Your attempt to accuse everyone else of what you are doing is a major symptom of narcissistic psychopathy. This is both pathetic and dangerous.
I hope you can find your way out. The majority of the planet’s population is fed up with this insanity and the continuous disasters that result from it.